♥ Maybe...

Maybe, life is just not what you expected it to be.

Maybe, imperfection is always the perfection.

Maybe, time don't fly, it crawls like a tortoise.

Maybe, there's always a second chances in EVERYTHING.

Maybe, life can be really easy.

Maybe....

I've always been very doubtful about THINGS.

Maybe this, Maybe that. Why this, why that and so on.

Keep on questioning myself, why do you get stressed up one week before the big disaster. Why dont you get stressed up one or two months before. It's all your fault for not doing revision.

You got distracted too easy. Too easy.

Distractions and temptations always drive me crazy. :/

Life. -_-

I am gonna pray hard for the upcoming nightmare. I am gonna be really well-prepared. (:

Everyone out there, good luck & all the best !.

Thinking of the days after the nightmare....

Perhaps the nightmare isnt that scary, just that we think that IT IS.

Perhaps...

Oh, probably i will use another blog instead of this. Just wait. I will do it after the disaster.

Hope that everything will be alright!.

Jiayou, good luck, mun.! (:

All the best ! (:

*pray hard*

♥ Where's the sunshine?

Hello, everyone. (: *wipes here and there* Tsk, my darling is full of dust. :P It's been times since i updated my blog. Oh well, you know, PMR is around the corner. 10 more days. Darn, i am gonna be so dead.

I am not fully prepared yet. ): I think my brain had got stuck! Real bad, I couldn't think of anything yet. My brain. I seriously need some rest. So that my brain can start functioning again. ):

Alright. From today onwards, i will stop playing and facing my laptop. :/

Goodbye ! :D

Adios. ):

Oh well..

♥ Speechless.

I've got nothing much to say.

I've got nothing much to blog.

My life has been a mess.

It's time to clean everything.

To make everything back to its place.

To get rid of the viruses in me.

To defend myself from any desires.

To make myself feel better.

At least, no more regret.

At least, no more guilt.

I have always had an issues in something.

♥ Lifeee (:

Oh well, i am recalling my holidays. (: Hmmm..

6/9/10 Monday

Well, went to watch Piranha with sister and her boyfriend. LOL! When buying the ticket, the worker there looked at me and reminded sister " make sure all got bring i/c yeas. need to check." And we were like " wth? " But, it didn't really bother us at all. We'd planned something. :P We bought 12.30's tickets so, we went to have supper - "tong shui". Been at the tong shui shop for 2 hours. :P Chit-chat, joked and crapped? :D Then, went to buy something to eat ! LOL ! After that, we went back to the cinema at 12. Then after that, my sister purposely tear off the ticket a lil bit. And tried to distract the guy who checked the ticket. Then, i quickly walked in. :D

Oh well, the moive was, hmm, not bad. To be frank, i dont think it's very scary or what. It's just plain DISGUSTING. -_- Like final destination. Not as what i expected. I got scared in few parts, though. :P

7/9 Tuesday

Nothing special. Had two tuitions that day.

8/9 Wednesday

Ohhh, went to OU. As usual, shopped shopped shopped. :D

Ate Ate Ate. Nothing much to say. :P

9/9 Thursday

Hmm, Went to grandmum's house. Played PS2 with cousin. :D

Then, heard the adults crapped in the dining room. LOL. So funny lar them.

Then, we went to had our dinner outside and went to Tesco after that. :D

Bought a new casing for my darling. But i bought a red one. (:

While my sister bought this :-

Then, BOUGHT LOTS OF PS2 GAMES. :D Got : sports, boxing, adventure, simulation, RPG... Omg, i can't stop playing. :D

10/9 Friday

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ! PEOPLE :D

Uhmm, well, went to Pavillion, Sg Wang with family. :D

Nothing much also. Ate and Shopped. As usual. :D

11/9 Saturday

Went to Genting Highlands with sisters and brother as well as sis's boyfriend :D

Had a lot of fun there ! We had played almost everything. From roller coaster to teacup. :D

The weather that day was not that good. The mist was heavy and it RAINED. LOL. :D

And, Sorry that i couldn't get back in time to XZ's party.

Hope you enjoy and hope that you love your present. (:

12/9 Sunday

Hmm, went to Mid Valley with family.

As usual, shopped and ate. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAN ZONG !

Have a great one.

May all your wishes come truee. (:

Have a blast.

Lastly, ENJOY ! :D

Alright, i've done my one-week post.

Enjoy ! :D

Adios.

Love,

Carmen. :D

♥ Cheer up :D

♥ HOLIDAY IS LOVE (:

CLICK TO SEE THE PICTURES IF YOU WANT TO ! :D

I just simply love holiday! For me, it's like the best-best-best thing ever existed in my life. (:

But, unfortunately, we will have a BIGGEST NIGHTMARE right after the holiday. So, i can't enjoy as much as i wanted this time. But, after this nightmare, i am gonna rock my holidays until next year ! :P

I am gonna hit the beach ! :D Enjoy the see breeze blows right into your face.

Enjoy the sunlight and the chilly sea water ! :D

Next, I am gonna go to my favorite-place-to-go cinema ! :D

I am gonna catch all the movies ! :D

Lastly, SHOPPING ! :D

And, I will plan to learn something new, perhaps, after my PMR. (:

♥ Just the way you are.

Heeey ! :D

It's been since i updated my daily life. :P I know that i'd owed you guys a lot of updates that i'd promised to. :P Well, i need some time to transfer all the pictures & edit them. So, just wait. :P I am sorry to keep you guys waiting. :P

Well, i am here to share a story. :D It's very touching. :/

The Salty Coffee (:

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home..."

Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there." While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home... Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything... Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste... But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."

Oh ya, not to forget something.

love this necklace. I am looking for it. (:

I love ribbon things. Hair bands, earrings, necklaces what-so-ever. (:

I love things with stripes & polka dots as well. :D

ENJOY ! :D

Adios.

Loves,

Carmen.

♥ Phone

Daddy bought new phones for me and my jie. LOL. It's pretty weird, though. We're always changing the new phone : same type, same time. == Darn you sister. :P

Anyways, daddy bought us iPhone 3gs ( 32gb ). She copied me. :/ She wanted to buy iPhone 4 at first. But, after telling her all the problems iPhone 4 is having. She doesn't want anymore. -_- And, mommy convinced her to buy Blackberry. Suits her. But, she doesn't want. ==

Thank you, daddy ! :D Love you always.

Love you too, mommy. (:

Thank you guys for everything. (: I seriously appreciate it (:

♥ Life

Life has changed. Everything around me had changed.

Even though i can't control the things around me not to be changed, at least, i can control myself.

Trying hard not to change to another person, another personality and lead another life.

Human is the most most complicated thing ever existed on earth, in the universe. They can change anytime, anywhere, any ways. They will change just to make themselves feel good, happy, better, comfortable and beneficial. I seriously have no idea why is human so fragile. What do i mean by " fragile " is why do they change what they have been holding to so easily? I am not being sarcastic. And of course, no offenses. I am just trying to write out something i got & learnt today.

Whenever i learnt something, i can't remember and i will repeat the same mistake. So, i will write down to prevent myself from repeating. (:

Lesson learnt today : Not to rub off the answers if you are not 100% sure.

Well, got back my results except for English & Science. Well, to be frank, i am scared. I am afraid that i will get B. Was quite shocked when i got back my geography. But, at the same time, i was regret. I should not change my answer. I'd changed 9 correct answers to the wrong ones. What the heck is wrong with me? I dont know. Well, Thanks GOD ! Frankly, i didn't manage to study my Form 1 and Form 2's syllabus. Thanks GOD ! (: And, both my BM and GG teachers said that i'd dropped a lot. I know. Sorry to let you guys down. ): I was very rushed when doing the karangan so i repeat the isi. I am sorry, teacher. I promised next time i won't repeat the same mistakes anymore. Thank you Pn Ros & Pn tan (:

♥ Music is my soul.

I updated my playlist down there.

The new songs i adore :-

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

Never Alone - Lady Antebellum

Complete - So Nyuh Shi Dae

Love The Way You Lie ( Acoustic Version ) -Tyler, Megan & i forgotten.

I really love this 4 songs. Can't stop listening to them.

So, i would like to share with you guys. (:

I love soft soft songs. (: