Friday, August 27, 2010

♥ Balik Balik (:

Take a deep deep breathe. Enjoy the serenity and tranquility of the surrounding. Enjoy what you've now. And, ENJOY THE FOOD TO THE FULLEST. (:




Hey yo ! :D
Saya dah balik lar. :D

Finally, I am back to the heaven after being in hell for 1 week. 1 whole week burning the midnight oil. What to do? Studied at the eleventh hour. :/

I've always been telling myself to study, study, study. I kept on telling myself to do revision few weeks before the exam. But, i keep asking myself " why i can't study before the exam and why i always study at the last minute. " How could this happen to me? I'cve been trying out many ways to overcome my so-called weakness. Sometimes, i just wonder why and how other people could do it but i cant. Why i can't?

Another thing is. My carelessness.
Darn it. I really hate it. ): I am so careless especially i am doing my test. I keep on rubbing off the right answers and change to some wrong answers. ): I am so stupid. Especially my geography. You know? I'd rubbed off all the correct answers. Hence, i got very low marks in it. I haven't mark it yet, though. I have no faith in it. ):

Thirdly, is that i have no confidence. I dont believe in myself. I dont trust my first instinct.
I should've believe in myself. The first thing that came across myself when i saw those question is the answer. But, why can't I just believe in myself? Have faith in myself? What should i do?


Well, i know i should not have all this kind of negative thinkings. I should have think POSITIVELY. As the saying goes : The grass on the other side is always greener.


Life is full of challenges and temptations. The only thing we can do is " no matter what happen to you, dont be afraid to make a mistake. After we made a mistake, we can learn something. We will grow up. (: " " Dont ever give up! Fell down? Stand up then ! " If it's necessary, let your tears out. It really does help.


Throughout this week, i've learnt a lot of things. It's like i've been through hell. And yes, i made a lot of mistakes. And yes, I am afraid to make mistakes. But, i am trying to accept the fact that i'd made a lot. In fact, i should stop lying to myself. :/
It made me grow stronger. I strongly believe in one of my favourite quote. (: It's really help me a lot just by saying those words, those words mean a lot to me. Life is meant to be challenging. (: Life is meant to be happy. Life is meant to be excited. Life is something you should expect. Life is something full of expectations. Life is something full of hopes. (:

Just smile, and everything will do.

Smile (:


Dont worry, i am alright now. (:
I've expressed everything that i'd wanted to say for so long. (:
Now, it's time for a NEW life. A new START.

Tomorrow is always a new day. (:


Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.




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