When A Feeling we known as 'emotional' strikes..... This is what will happen to me.
I need some fresh air, space and time to accept everything that had changed around me. Sometimes, they said that " changes are good ". But, i dont think so, do i? Well, maybe sometimes it's better to change something. But, it's just SOMETIMES. Not all the time.
I am getting fed up with my life. Life just full of miseries, isn't it? One thing happened will follow by another one. Sad and bad things could never stop happening.
I really dont know what should i do now. Things going on here is out of control, out of my expectations. It's like things that i wish to happen will ended up being a mess or out of my control. Things that i 've always expected to see will not be as what i want in the end. I am just sick of it. Why can't things just happened like what we want them to be like? Why? I wonder why. I've been suffering from insomnia. I've plenty of sleepless nights. Wondering why things could happen in this or that way. I am neither a robot nor a God. I need to know what's going on . I wonder. I wonder. I wonder. How could these things happen? How possibly could these things actually happen around us? How? Why? Always being an optimistic person is not a good thing. Because, when you're pessimistic for times, you really dont know what should or what's the right thing to do.
I am lost. I am confused. I am mesmerized.
No worries. I am just trying to express a sudden feeling in my heart.
I will be fine, i always will. As far as i concerned, I'd never been beaten down by anything.
I will not, anyways.
Love,
Carmen :D
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